Stupid stupid people at college, they make me work so hard and stress out and then they don't even mark our work! honestly I wonder what the point of this is sometimes...and they've flipping turned me into a right little moaner...i moan about everything and anything there...i just wish out class was a little more interesting...for flips sake it's meant to be but i just feel like going to sleep everytime i enter the room! arrrrgh 

Furthur news...erm been offered a job of sorts...might take it because i really want to get into graphic design and stuff and i think this will be a great opportunity! Except i'm so busy with college that i wonder if i'll ever get the time to do this...Lol thye flipping well gave us another project on top of another one straight after we finished two other projects! I'm zonked out...i just feel like sleeping now! 

Anyways i shall and go before i moan more...maybe i'll post a better entry tomorrow
I mean i don't post anything for ages and when i do it's shiiiiite! 
Lol

What the hell is with holiday's? You wait ages for them and when they do come their as crap as hell...honestly...i've done jack all but sit around like a...a...i dunno! I haven't even done any college work and i know that if i don't start now i'll be stressing myself in the week leading up to going back...hahaha...but guess what i think i produce the best work when i'm stressed...so maybe thats a good thing.

Anyways...Yeah...We celebrated Eid...but it was a boring event...like per usual everyone stuffs their face...and then sits around doing nothing...or in our case has an arguement...not that i was involved...hehehe rather listen to my music then be bothered to get in involved in their crap...

Hmmm...I'm going to watch some Heroes...Always makes me feel happy...dunno why! but it does...*sigh* 

Maaaaaan, Some people piss me off that i think one day i'm going to kill them, i now even going to say who because i'd rather not and theres a chance that some people can read this. But anyways lately I've get pissed off really quickly and I hit out pretty quickly...which is not a good thing at all. Sometimes i scare myself so much at what I'm doing...but arrrgh. Yeahhhh. 

Anyways at the moment I'm reading through some stories I've written...because i really can't be bothered with college work...lol Man i've been thinking that i might put them up on the site too...but it's not like you can put a seal on thm to stop people from stealing them and claiming that it's theres....

anyways i'm gonna go and read some more Zombie Hunter lol!

 Wellll i've decided to add my work from college to the site cos yeah i like it and i can add it :P

Hmmm thats all i can be bothered to say...cos well yeah i'm slightly angry but i don't wanna lose it...

I'm trying to be much more calmer and in control of myself now... :) i can't and don't want to have people controlling and walking all over me...*sigh* you've probably got no idea what i'm talking about and you will never know unless your name is Kimi Kaida...lol 

so bye for now

Stupid shitty computer won't work in my room , therefore i have to come here and use this computer...should be doing work but i can't be asked! 
I can't be bothered to be stressed out about my work either, lol i had a breakdown on monday and before that too and now i just can't be bothered...nope not at all! just can't be bothered. The only thing i can be bothered about is the stupid computer in my room, if i got it to work i could work on my stories without needing to stop for anyone else...but alas this is life and the computer does not work so...i'll keep on smiling through it...can't be bothered to be upset about something as dumb as that! 

Lol this computer feels very slow too, my sttupid brother has to stop downloading shitty games...honest he needs a job.

Anyways yeah the name of my journal...i drew on my arms when i got bored at college...i use them as canvases! lol 

i'm gonna go i have nothing to report...except for the fact that oh my brother (ex brother from now on) and had a fight...damn that dog needs a life... the stupid no hoper...ahh well sooner i get out of this town the better. 

I'll keep on smiling cos i don't want to be upset cos of some shit arse. 

take care people...(wait does anyone read this?) 
Ahh well
bye

Dear me...College is and has been hectic...so much work to do but you know what i'm loving it...every single little tiny bit of it...even the bits when i get bored and stare into space (which hasn't been very often!) Art is all i've ever wanted to do and now i get to do it everyday all day...although one bad side is that i'm dog tired once i get home and don't do much other then slouching on the couch or coming on here to catch up with the net world lol!

Hmmm finished the 'I'm Bringing Sexy Back' piece that i had been working on...wooo oooo lol it turned out better then i had expected lol and erm yeas my days for now will be full of work for college...which is was meant to be anyways...hahah lol aww little trick or treaters came but i had nothing to give them!

Anyways i'm off onto facebook mwhahah

Man...crazyness...college is starting on tuesday and i ain't done the work...instead i'm stuck doing a piece of Ryro on Photoshop...considering i did it freehand on a mouse i think it's excellent! lol...anyways i'm kinda enjoying doing it even though sometimes i feel like giving up! ahhhhhh 

Anyways...i should really be getting off the computer bu i wanna try and get this pictue done! i know i won't finish it today but i can try as most as i can. 

Must get back to it! :P

WellWhatCanISay? BrokenShards, MyFriendAndMySiteIsNotLookingToGoodAtTheMoment...
InFactItLooksPantsButThatMightBeTheFactThatReallyThingsHaveNoTBeenPlannedProperly...
AndAlsoIHaveNotGotAnyProgramsAtTheMomentThatCanHelp...ButThatShouldChangeSoon.

Hmmm...AlsoI'mCompletlyNotLookingForewardToCollege...Don'tGetMeWrongIReallyWannaGo
ButI'mJustNervousAtMeetingPeopleAndStuff...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 

AnywaysIfYouCan'tReadWhatI'mWritingWhyAreYouStillCarryingOnReadingIt?


I'mGonnaGoIDunnoWhatToSayAndISupposeICanAddMoreWorkToMyPartoTheSite

Blah...My brother got his GCSE results as we anticipated they weren't that good...it's not like he cared though. But anyways my mum and sister were talking to him about it and i swear i heard my name a few times...call me paranoid but i heard it...but then i decided to turn the speakers up and just listen to Paramore and Gym Class Heroes. 

Anyways as for other stuff...i have to send Kimi and email...but i'm feeling lazy. 

Damn it i just checked the bands that are going to be Reading Fesitval and...it's like Fall out boy, paramore, panic at the disco, funeral for a friend...basically most of what i listen to and damn it Reading is the next town to me! damn parents they don't care...I'm just a waster to them. 

I swear i was about to say something bad to my mum in the morning...she gets on my nerves so much that i just wish she'd leave me alone...because i don't want to be disrespectful but then she doesn't give me much respect back therefore i just want to her to fuck off...

Man i just can't wait to be out of this town...Hopefully I'll never come back...Cos this town is the shittest in the world....Ok fine it's not like I've lived in any other place...for God's sake I've never lived anywhere but this town...so maybe thats why i wanna get out...and it's not like it's got much for me...all fucking chav's live here. And weirdo pervs...EKKK

Must send Kimi her email now...otherwise i'll forget. :P

Yaber dabber doo....

Why did I just say that?

Anyways yeay I can't for mine and Kimi's project to start! I cannot sit still because I just want to start it...but Alas not just yet...but I guess It gives us time to plan it and make it much better then what it can be! Dude...Sweet...Dude...Sweet. 
Man now i have to put my thinking cap on to get some ideas of how it's all gonna look. 

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. Anyways, *sniff* my cat is at the vet. She's getting an operation so that she can't have anymore kittens...*sniff sniff* i miss her already. Can't wait to collect her later and spoil her rotten! 

Damn it...I'm bored as hell. I've been sitting on the computer and all i've done is sat on Facebook.. Yeah it's weird.



 
Man don't think i look like that i was just messing when i created it lol!


Yeahhhh dunno what else to say...or do...so i might  read and then write some of my own stories. :P